Basketball Fever III - Rugby Breakout

seriously,my SACRUM hurts now.today,Nizar and I had a last minute basketball match or rather,our Shoot or Dare session once again while we weren't actually planning to play today.i knew something was gonna be amiss,if it's not the weather.everything was just normal until the seniors came by.they first conquered half the court while we were in the other.suddenly,they had a fierce match and Azita knocked me down so hard that i fell flat on my bottom -_- worse comes worse,both palms of my hands were slightly injured when i tried to reduce the impact of the fall by supporting my body with my bare hands.it hurt,a lot and Nizar and i ended up chatting in the canteen instead of continuing our game.talk about a rugby breakout,i don't blame Azita,it was the seniors who were to keen in proving their strength compared to the juniors (in this case,it's us).it was terrible but that won't stop me from playing basketball again tomorrow,but i might need to come earlier so as to stay away from the seniors.shish..the nerve of some people..well at least Milin and Azita were kind enough to be concerned of my condition.it wasn't much of a bad injury,rather it's a minor one,yet enough to traumatize me.now i'm afraid of tall people more than ever -_- funny stuff is,Azita's tall and skinny but his knockout impact equals to Amirul Bob's! haha.nevertheless,we had fun anyway in the end.

This Is How You Remind Me Of What I Really Am

All questions were asked by Marco in real life when he confronted me in a middle of an actual yet casual conversation.nothing serious,it's a normal talk and he didn't mean business.i DID.

1.Marco: i can see that you seldom smile and you're pretty much quiet in class,are you keeping something to yourself?you can always tell me to release it from your mind,i'm all ears.

Me :me?quiet? are you kidding me,i was never an introvert to begin with,you must have seen me while i was coincidentally running out of things to say and to talk about.

My Mind:yes i do have a problem,it's YOU.i've fallen for you and you're still TOO BLUR to REALISE! i'm in a dilemma regarding how to express it to you.

2.Marco:why is it that sometimes when we bump into each other you'll avoid looking at me?was it something i did or said?

Me :i have so many things going through my mind,my future,my results,the exams,school stuff..it's all been crammed into my head and i'm in a large amount of stress at the moment,i'm so tensed that i can't even see what's before me,be it a person or sometimes even lamp posts.

My Mind:it's good that you've noticed,why the feck are you still blur about it?YES you did a BIG mistake,you STOLE my heart and refuse to give it back.for that,i want yours in return :)

3. Marco:seriously,you've been in a relationship before?? i know i haven't,and i'm totally unexperienced about it.

Me :yes i have,thrice and i regret ever giving them a chance.it might take quite awhile for me to heal from the previous heartbreak,i might not be in another relationship at all,it's possible.

My Mind:yes i have but i bet NONE of them can ever beat you :) you're incomparable and i guess no one can deny that,nor do they have the rights to prove me wrong in any way.

4.Marco:will you teach me guitar after our exams?

Me :sure,why not,i'd be free with nothing to do but eat and sleep all day anyway.

My Mind:sure,if you let me into your life :)

"This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you"

How You Remind Me by Nickelback.