You put your arms around me and I'm home

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'Till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go


I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home 

-"Arms" by Christina Perri

Previously I was scared to feel what I feel,but right now,I've gotten an epiphany.I shouldn't be afraid of my own shadows.I'm a human,and I have feelings. Someday,in one way or another,I need to confess,even if it is only to myself and not to him.Let this day be today,I need to at least admit to myself.

• I love the way you randomly wave at me when I don't see you in a crowd.
• I love the way you make me feel I'm neither too small nor too big,physically.
• I love the way you smile at me.
• I love the way you laugh,and then look at me to see if i'm laughing too.
• I love the way you stare right into my eyes,and beat me in staring games as we talk.NO ONE has ever beaten me,simply coz I have naturally deep eyes.
• I love the way we're always sharing stuff about music.
• I love the way you're always lending me your pick,although you clearly know I have 4 of them in my pocket.
• I love the way you're always calling my name to attract my attention when I'm sitting across the room from you.
• I love the way your eyes sparkle and disappear as you squint; and your dimples show up when you get excited.
• I love your enthusiasm when you're telling me stories,the hand gestures remind me of...ME.
• I love the way you're acting like a gentleman around me,letting me either walk in front of you or side by side with you.
• I love how we have almost similar musical interest.
• I love how you always pay close attention to the tiny details I say.
• I love how you never break your promises.
• And most of all,even if it is wrong,I love how we always end up touching each other by accident,followed by us blushing at the same time.

But will all these confessions mean a thing if you don't feel the same way? I only have 3 months from now to make it work out between us,and chances of meeting you everyday are quite slim. You're leaving soon,whether I like it or not. It's gonna be tough letting you go without knowing how I feel about you,and how you make me feel,which explains why,perhaps,I'll be preparing for the worst and setting a gradual distance between us.At least I'll get used to not having you around anymore.It sucks how this always happens to me,but I've accepted it. Probably it's not the time yet,but still,

• You make me giggle like a giddy school girl.
• You make me blush,more than I usually do.
• You make me lose my self-esteem,just by staring into my eyes.
• You make me smile on my own,more than a healthy person should.
• You make me weak on my knees.
• You fill my mind with memories of you,every single one of them,in detail.
• You make me fall asleep to thoughts of you,and wake up the same way.
• Most importantly,you made me believe in love again,even without knowing whether you feel the same way too.

You may not be the first,but you might be the one. Will you be my dream come true?