lluvia de corazones

it rained today :D it reminded me of rin,she loves the rain so much,thus the name rainy rin,lol.

i for one,am a rain lover myself.notice how romantic it is?a tiny droplet of diamond rain could turn a mundane monday into a wonderland.i don't have any particular reasons of loving the rain,most probably because of the chilly atmosphere,kinda gives you the desire to hug and embrace someone.not to forget,the gentle downpour on your face..ahhh..the undescribable beauty of it.

but what worries me the most is marlon,has he found out about how i felt towards him?this is not good,definitely.i'm not ready to let him know,as a matter of fact,i don't want anyone to know but of course,it's impossible.once a gossip is widespread,there's nothing you can do about it.

i'm more than certain that this will affect our friendship BIG TIME! and as always,everyone confession comes with this typical question "why do you like/love me?"

i have that part prepared already..if saying you're special doesn't count,i would say...

you may not be as hot as Antonio Banderas,

nor as talented as Marc Anthony,

nor as manly as Johnny Depp,

nor as handsome as Enrique Iglesias,

but you are yourself,you have your own charms,

you shine in your own light,

no one has seen that yet except for myself,as far as I know,

it's weird because you're unaware of how much you mean to me,

now that you have known,

i'm not hoping for your heart in return,unless you yourself are willing to,

i just want you to keep it safe with you,

no i'm not mad that you've stolen it from that 'someone',

thank you for waking me up from that surreal dream,

thank you for making me realize how special you are compared to him,

and if you don't feel the same way,i hope this doesn't change anything between us,

let's make a pact to never break this friendship no matter what happens.

....because i love you that much and i will always want you to be in my life through thick or thin.