If I Ever Leave This World Alive

"If I Ever Leave This World Alive lyrics
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your
feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright"

-If I Ever Leave This World Alive by Flogging Molly

it's almost the end of Ramadhan and September 25th is approaching.the nearer it comes,the less pain i have to bear.pain of what?why,the pain of grief my dear friends.i lost dad last year on this date,but my whole family had expected it.so the pain wasn't as large as the one my friend,Jemima had to bear.she lost half her family.no,i'm not trying to make others' life seem worse than mine,i'm just being grateful that God didn't test my patience that much.i do hope she's doing alright,i miss her a lot and i'm pretty much worried about her.anyway,since it's been almost a year since my dad left us,it reminded me of this movie called PS I Love You.her husband passed away of brain tumor and left her a series of notes to help her get back on her feet,after a year,she stopped feeling his 'presence' and managed to go on with her life.the song lyrics i posted up there is the theme song of that movie,and what i love the best about the movie is this quote from Holly and Gerry's letters.

Gerry Kennedy: Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you

Holly Kennedy: Dear Gerry, you said you wanted me to fall in love again, and maybe one day I will. But there are all kinds of love out there. This is my one and only life, And its a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive. I don't have a plan... except, it's time my mom laughed again. She has never seen the world... she has never seen Ireland. So, I'm taking her back where we started... Maybe now she'll understand. I don't know how you did it, but you brought me back from the dead. I'll write to you again soon. P.S... Guess what?

R.I.P Dad.Al Fatihah.

Introducing,Haji Azlee bin Mansor..my dad.

(he's physically gone but spiritually,he's still here,in our hearts)

sometimes i wonder,if I die,would anyone bother?how would everyone i know and love react?what's left of me is there to cherish?or is there none at all? here's what Kak Jass thinks:

Yana-

I'll remember the creative & enthusiastic girl, who I see a lot of potential in, but sometimes need a lil more drive if she wants to go further (don't be angry, when I was your age I'd argue this until the sun goes down.. but it is my honest opinion). I'll also remember how you're not afraid to be different. I like that in you.

-how will YOU remember me by?