FAQ

so i've been hearing the same old questions repeatedly,it's making me sick.i don't intend to waste my daily spoken word limit (yes,research has proven human beings have such things) answering them.that's why i decided to post this up.among the questions are:

1.what are you doing now in life?
I'm in Taylor's University Lakeside,taking up Foundation In Computing.later on I'll be enrolling in the Computer Science Degree.

2.Why did you choose a private institution over a government one?
Because i'm not willing to waste my life waiting and eventually be sent to pursue an area of my least preference in a college of my dislike.plus,my brother's in the same uni as I am and the uni is only half an hour away,we'll be able to cut down on transportation and accommodation costs.it's more convenient than staying in a hostel.

3.why did you choose computing?isn't that too easy for a pure science stream student?
you seriously have no idea how hard it is.it's more complex than it sounds.in spite of my knowledge in Chemistry and such,my interest is more to computing,and the fundamentals include stuff i learned by being a science stream student.additional maths is being applied in most of our programming subjects,it's not a walk in the park people.it's way tougher than just turning on the computer and building a website using HTML generators or cracking softwares using keygens.we go far beyond that.there's no issue of this course being 'too easy'.we learn to hack,ethically.

4.why didn't you apply for oversea universities?
first of all my results are average,and secondly,my mom doesn't believe i'm ready,also she had concrete reasons why i shouldn't,in her defense.scholarships are never sufficient,she'll end up having to sponsor my needs when i'm abroad.being a family with no other income but what's left of my late dad's savings,i doubt we can afford that.

5.how's your band?
we're doing great,we might be slowing down to concentrate on uni,but that doesn't mean our music's dead.it's developing.we haven't gotten any performances or any recorded tracks just yet,but we're getting to that soon.i'm still working on new stuff and new strategies.expect to hear more from us.

6.why the sudden break up?
truthfully i'm too selfish to share my life with anyone.i'm always too busy with my music and friends,and now i'm busy with uni.i don't like disappointing my other half,so before it gets too deep,i backed out.maybe i'm not ready.and we just don't have chemistry.i don't like changing people as much as i dislike being changed into something i'm not.why try?some things never change.and no,it's not because of a third party.i'm loyal,so was he.i'm not planning to let anyone else into my life at the moment,sorry,not interested.i even made a bet with Nizar about being single till foundation is over.

7.are you currently crushing on someone?
i wouldn't say so.i do find a few guys to be cute,but that's all.no hearty emotions felt.it stays there and dies like fire in the wind.

p/s: i'll keep updating this from time to time.

R.I.P Monday Morning Parties

 

What's my age again? - Blink 182

Monday mornings used to suck when I was in my high school days,but uni changed that,heck a lot IMO.while Mondays used to mean morning assemblies,national anthem and useless speeches about the same old shit(e.g: toilet,personal hygiene,noise pollution,time management,reading habits bla bla bla) all over again,in uni,our Mondays are being looked forward to.our Malaysian Studies lecturer NEVER came in before and we ended up coming early to slack off.we're either playing games on our laptops,dozing off,ignoring the world with MP3 earpieces clogging up our ears,talking,eating or better still,dominating the audio and projector to turn our class into a night club.the DJ's always either Khanna (our supposedly class rep),Seelan or Tan Sri Yudish- the lives of the party.then we run off at about 10am (an hour earlier) to head to Sunway Pyramid for lunch.it's like an eventual routine to get caught in a traffic jam,face a parking crisis and end up tardy to Miss Hema's class.too bad all these had to end soon.the lecture class misunderstanding had been sorted out,yay for the dean but boo for us :/ it was great while it lasted though.

on a somewhat awkward note,it's strange how Mr Stalker seems to enhance his attempts.he's moving from stalking to talking,that's good progress aite?

but then again,i'll have everyone know that i find myself too selfish to share my life with anyone at the moment.

relationships are sloppy.first you're in the painful waiting phase,then you face false happiness followed by people getting hurt.when everything ends,it's like the whole world just turned against you.what is there to anticipate?

S.H.I.T = Sorry Honey,It's Thursday

i was supposed to blog about this yesterday,but the whole waiting thing tired me out and I ended up forgetting  about it.so yeah,I passed after the second attempt,only because the JPJ officer's nice enough to instruct me what to do next and I got the same type of car i practiced with.it was all luck.the rain came pouring down,maybe that was the cause of the lenience in the officer's judgement.major relief to be honest,i doubt i have any more time for this.i don't have the official license yet though,will only get it next week.it was worth having to skip my lectures,but then again the lecturers decided to 'bestow tremendous workload upon us in my absence'.thank you,i am honored -_-" 2 presentations and tonnes of assignments to complete.i'm sensing a long weekend for me.on top of that,i have resumes to do.JOY!

OTOH,i don't know if i should blog about this.if any of my coursemates find out whom I'm talking about,i'm a goner.let's keep it down low and not let anyone in on the clues aite.so there is this particular guy who's been following me around almost all day except during lunch,maybe to avoid being too obvious that he was stalking me.at first i thought everything's just a coincidence and that i'm imagining things.breakup-lag,as i would call it.i've gotten all paranoid since the not-so-interesting true love tale.i take all the guys the same way,friends when they are fun,and foes when they start to raise the relationship bar.seriously,i'm a fun loving character and the last thing i need is more people to ruin it.as i was saying,this guy didn't seem so suspicious at first.he was indeed trying hard to talk to me on the first day of orientation,but i didn't take it wrongly.it started to get weird when he suddenly attempted to ask for my FB when we were both alone in an elevator after class,although none of us have ever spoken to each other before.he failed,since i reached the floor i wanted to go to and got out.i somehow came home adding up all my coursemates at random.the next day,he got excited that i found him.really strange.he also makes it a point to smile and wave at me every time i enter the class and head towards my seat.did i also mention that he's always looking for seats nearby mine?

how will you take this if you were me,will you freak out or will you love the feeling of being stalked?

i have my eyes on him,not because i'm interested,but i need to justify that this is just my imagination.

A Boy[space]friend's Birth Anniversary :)

*disclaimer: credits to the phrase "Boy[space]friend" go to @ezralsya :')  

"Allah selamatkan kamuuuu.. Allah selamatkan kamuuu..

Allah selamatkan Jerin Aqmal (hahahaha)..Allah selamatkan kamuuuu..~~ "

first of all,sorry to my non-Malaysian readers,but I have to make this speech in my language to be more personal :) come on people,it's my best friend's birthday we're talking here! hehe.

wehh Jerin birthday kau doh! kau dah 18.gila ah,dah setahun en kita member.tahun lepas rapat2 ayam je kut,tapi lepas 

study group kt Mcd tu aku rasa kita clique kan? byk gila seh memory dgn kau,nak list down memang tak larat ar.pendek kata,thanks for being there masa smua orang cm xpeduli je.daripada zaman aku syok sendiri,ke zaman relensenshit ke zaman kraft single not ebelebel,hehehe.and thanks ajak outing walaupun aktiviti/tempat/geng klise,ahaha.best gila kwn dgn kau,memang aku xpnh rasa rugi.moga kau capai cita2 kau la eh.whatever it is,da berjaya jgn lupa aku! :)) 

daripada beta,

Yana aka Azluyuna aka Convent.

The Manic Cum Maniac Monday

"4 Years you think for sure

That's all you've got to endure

All the (total dicks)

All the Stuck-up Chicks

So superficial, so immature

Then When you graduate,

Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!"

This is the same as where I just came from,

I thought it was over, Aw that's just great.

The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed

With who‘s the best dressed and (who's having sex)

Who‘s got the money. Who (gets the honeys)

Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And you still don't have the right look

And you don't have the right friends

Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends

High School Never Ends

And the only thing that matters,

Is climbing up that social ladder."

-High School Never Ends by Bowling For Soup

i guess it is true.as i promised earlier on Twitter (if any of my followers are reading this,that is),i had one of the most adventurous Mondays in my life.who said the first day of college is gonna suck eggs?it ain't true,honestly.the day started off pretty stressfully at first,my brother and I lost track of time and were literally swallowing our breakfast in one gulp before rushing into our car to head for college.THANK YOU FATE,you chose the right day to let an accident happen bad enough in Kota Damansara to cause a large scale traffic jam stretching from Damansara to Subang Jaya.THANK YOU VERY MUCH! sigh.i swear,i almost ran out of the car to college when it was already 7:45am when we reached Kota Damansara itself.i would rather walk than be late for my first class ever.i had a class at 8.00am FYI! Chloe went crazy,texting me now and then asking of my whereabouts.i'm pretty sure she'd thought i've forgotten about the morning class.guess what,we finally arrived at 9.00AM,talk about Malaysian timing.look who's eating her own words now? pfftt.. seriously,traffic jams are so uncool! i had to do more running,up the stairs only to find myself being in the wrong block and the door that connects to my faculty is locked,and then entering the class to an abrupt silence.clearly the lecturer wasn't in yet (and never will be),and the atmosphere reminded me a lot of 5 Aktif in KD10 (2010) and 4.6 back in Convent.the noise,the cliques,they were more or less the same as high school.some things will never change :') the funny part is,they could really shut their pie holes in unison to the sound of the door being cracked open.i was stunned to say the very least.their sudden but simultaneous reaction totally beat any staccato done in choirs.in short,they thought i was the lecturer entering the class.upon the realization that i am one of them,they once again reacted together with a sigh of relief,followed by a couple of "Chehhh..ingat lecturer masuk." one word,TYPICAL.then came the rules of being Malaysian:

1.Obey Malaysian timing.

2.Bargain till you drop.

3.Lepak dulu beb!

and the rest were too hilarious for me to remember.i was laughing so hard that i almost cried.glad everyone's starting to lighten up a little and show their true colors bit by bit.we then made a trip to the divisional office of our faculty to query this little inconvenience.it turned out the office screwed up the venues in our timetable,apparently the lecturer came into a different room to an empty class,he then fled home having no classes to teach.wtf?we got fed up,so all of us decided to go for lunch.some bright ideas came by,influencing us to head to Sunway Pyramid via a shuttle bus.we had to rush our lunch and luckily we didn't miss the bus.we had to get back to college by 1pm no matter what,and we reached Sunway Pyramid at around 11.30am.it seemed impossible since the next bus is at 12.00pm.we ended up making a run for it after practically half-digesting our food.poor Timothy,he took a cab a minute before the bus arrived.what a waste.

it doesn't end there.E-Business class was the most interesting part.not only were there fully-functional computers in the lab for us to surf the internet with,there was also a hot Albanian guy named Alex who happens to be my potential eye candy    the lecturer's also fun and lively.i hope she'll be able to make the subject more interesting than the name implies,LOL. i made more and more friends along the way and the day went better than expected.

well Boys,Girls (and others) ,to be continued.i wonder what the second day of college will bring me.more adventures? let's just sit back and enjoy the show.

The Epilogue of An Era,An Analogue to Another

the self-explanatory title is a little quote that's been toying around in my mind,waiting to be unleashed among my literary masterpieces.high school years may have ended,but it marks the beginning of my college era.needless to say the cliche' outing agendas are actually essential in celebrating festivities such as farewells.it was supposed to be mine and as usual,the plan initiated with only Hanizar and I going out,the rest of the gang started to eventually tag along,making 13 of us instead of just two.seriously,that's how plans always end up anyway,not that it's a bad thing.we had loads of fun.the movie was SUCKer Punch.as the name implies,it sucked.the only plus points about the movies were the CGI effects and cinematography.the plot was lame and even the casts were boring me to death.nevertheless,what mattered most was the knowledge of being with friends.it's my last outing before i transform into a college student :) 

the last supper?

you can never be too old for Pikachu ;)

this is us :) not only KD10-ians,but also

the MRSM-ians.

this little gathering succeeded in making me forget that little 'incident' on Tuesday night.thanks people.it meant a lot to me although most of you are still clueless about my admission into Taylor's University.here's a little chronology to clarify:

Tuesday (29th March) - the end of a kick-ass telenovela.the day our hero was made to take a bow. 

Wednesday (30th March) - the farewell outing

Thursday (31st March) and Friday (1st April) - first two days day in college,the boring orientation.

as what most new college students would do,here's a little "all-things first"

1.first day outfit. 

2.first lunch in Old Town Kopitiam,Taylor's U 

3.first library moment. 

4. first lunch alone in @Subway,Taylor's U .only because i missed Fasha,lol. 

5.first lunch with new friends. 

6.first campus impression :)

the first year experience program thingy doesn't seem to be working.tomorrow my classes will commence for real.i hope it goes well.it's a Monday and the first lesson is history for three hours,yawnn.. crossing my fingers,may the lecturer be interesting and happy-go-lucky.

welcome to college life to me,i guess.to the rest of you,good luck!