The Fishing Line Story

LOL fishing line.this is the last straw -_- i'm getting me some new heavier gauge guitar strings and a proper tuner no matter what it takes! :p

"David Marshall: John Lennon is rolling over in his grave to hide the giant boner you just gave him!"

-The Rocker (2008)

Happy 70th birthday John Lennon! you may not be physically here with us any more but i just want you to know that a legend like you will only come around once in a blue moon,for that,you're immortal ..through your music :)

did i mention that despite my never ending jealousy,i still find Emma Stone and Teddy Geiger a fantastic couple?

once again,i'm addicted to Teddy Geiger's "Bitter",especially the line that goes "is it the better man that always walks away?watch me walk away.." .so moving,i mean it!

yesterday i had this little skype jamming session with Anwar,partly influenced by this 2008 movie starring Teddy Geiger entitled 'The Rocker'.the band members were grounded and were forced to practice via webcam whereby their conversation interface had been synchronized so that there won't be any screen or audio delays.freaking awesome aite?if only it's possible to do that with Anwar,would've been better.we decided on our performance plans post-SPM,the songs we were going to perform and such.maybe it'll be a good idea to cover one of Teddy Geiger's songs?but then again,it's all after SPM.for now,all the post-SPM plans are just mere visions.

visualization of the last day of SPM courtesy of Recess School's Out.

in the most awkward way,as much as i love all the plans i've made post-SPM,i don't think i'm ready to graduate from high school yet,i feel as if..my high school life is just beginning,..when i was 16,i always wanted time to fly as fast as it could,but now that i've finally discovered the true meaning of being a high schooler,i don't think i want such life to end just yet.this year had been one of the best years of my life to say the very least.just as a recap,i've learnt and experienced a whole lot:

1.section-hopping by foot

2.running to catch a bus to curve

3.visiting McD as our compulsory final stop

4.discovering what should be the meaning of love :)

5.learning that not all guys are jerks

6.there's more to life than just academics and music

7.not all friends can be trusted

8.even extroverts have a soft spot

9.there's always more than meets the eye

10,life just goes on

11.basketball is a universal game

speaking of basketball...

Text Message Timeline:

-2.30pm (Me to Marco)

hey,free today?join me for basketball at school 5.30-6.30pm.see ya there :)

[no reply for hours]

-4.30pm (Nizar to me)

i think it's gonna rain,why don't we just call off the game?

and uhm..don't forget to inform him we're cancelling this!

(Me to Nizar)

Yeah i agree,my mom wouldn't want me to catch a fever during such critical time.

no worries,i won't.

[forgets to inform Marco]

-8.15pm [Marco to me]

hey i'm so so sorry! i really wanted to go but i somehow fell asleep!

will you ever have the heart to forgive me?please :(

-8.30pm [Me to Marco]

it's ok! sorry i forgot to inform you that we decided to cancel it since it rained.

[Marco to me]

now that's a major relief :)

[Me to Marco]

don't worry too much,you did nothing wrong,it's my fault :)

[Marco to me]

sorry for disturbing you :)

how can i not love this guy?

"Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku"

-Penakut by Yuna ^^

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L.O.V.E

i want this i want this i want this!

but i'll have to wait till i'm 23 :O not that i mind,it'll be worth the wait ;)

"Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice"

-Wouldn't It Be Nice by Beach Boys :)))

is it really true that we seem like we're already an item?you can pretty much say so,through the way that we're always possessive of each other,not being able to go through our days without seeing each other,always wanting each other to be happy at all causes,always stalking on each other just to see how we feel on a particular day.doesn't it seem a little strange that we're still not together?this isn't what i think but it's what my friends have been wondering of.

"are you guys an item yet?" "when are you gonna make it official?" or funnier still,"your husband [insert statement]" .haha.seriously,i don't even know what he feels,all i know is how i feel.i do admit that sometimes he's not really my type,with all those advice of his,that nerdiness of his,but somehow all those flaws which i have been dreaded so much all these years had made him a perfect man in my eyes.bizarre?you can say that again.these feelings are suicidal and sometimes i hope that they would just go away.he might just think of me as a bestfriend,it's possible since i recall having tonnes of possessive best friends.yet,i don't think it's fair that we should still remain friends,as much as how fun it has been spending time with him alone.if only i could just say it straight to his face about how i truly feel,it could make a major difference,or won't it?i'm afraid to lose him.sometimes i wish he could just understand without the need of my honesty,and if he doesn't feel the same way,he could just admit it so that the both of us can just go on with our lives.

on a more stressful note,chemistry test sucked,i doubt that i'll ace this time.suicidal..what more can i say?my only hope to excel is the truth that when the graph of the test papers is high,the range of grades will be high too,which means there will be a large tendency to get straight A's.i need that scholarship from PTPTN and some sponsorship from ASTRO to enroll in Lim Kok Wing's University to study software engineering.

well,to be perfectly honest,you can't really get what you want all the time.software engineering is actually my third choice.my largest passion is music followed by audio engineering.unfortunately,Malaysian parents have a really narrow perception about careers relating to art (my relatives to be precise,no offence).if they ever find out that i'm taking science stream at school and then eventually take up music as a course,they'd be furious and they'll start to throw a lot of criticism.the reality of being a Malaysian,not that i'm not proud to be one.it sinks my heart to know that the beauty of music is being underestimated by such mentality.being a youth,i have no choice but to go with the flow.software engineering will be my kickstart of a stable career,and i hope no one will stop me from being a part-time musician since all my musical budget will come from my own salary.wish me luck guys! exhaustion is none of my concern,it's the passion that counts and i don't even care if i don't make it to the level of fame and fortune because that's not what music is all about.it's all for love,L.O.V.E :)

*ohh god,music is actually an optional subject in SPM! and on top of that,it doesn't clash with ANY of my science subjects! should've dropped EST and take music instead.damn..