Monday, July 19, 2010

When Only the Fortune Cookies Understand

i know how predictions can be overrated,especially being forbidden by my religion but to be perfectly honest,i read fortune cookies not because i wanna know my fortune,it's because of the useful sayings,or as I like to call it,"Fortune Cookie talk kind of advice".they're always brief but meaningful.i'm not saying i'm too dependent on them either,but lately i seem to get the right advice at the right time.coincidence yes,and it helps me a lot too.this is what i got for today,DO NOT MAKE EXTRA WORK FOR YOURSELF.makes sense,i've been too busy with life to bother about my inner feelings and thoughts.i'm too preoccupied with my goals that i've forgotten to focus on the steps leading to it.i'm overworked apparently.i'm too stressed out and i get emotional breakdowns very heart is so fragile now,it can shatter any time,under any circumstances.the people around me are not helping either.they're only making things worse.

for the time being,i'm gonna try to divert my attention from all these unrealistic novella scenes.i'll be an introvert for now.apart from music,you'll be hearing nothing from me,not a word.i mean it.i don't think i'll be talking that much anymore,except for necessary more nonsense for me.

and marco,you're just a figment of my imagination.go on and live in that little cottage of yours forever for all I care,i'm not bothered anymore.i'm done waiting.if you need me,give a knock on my door but beware,my guard is no longer down,he's back on duty.i won't be responsible for any injuries that you might encounter while you're at it.

seriously..thanks for acting like you care.

and for the rest of you,i will NOT apologize for something that i did not a gentleman and just grow up.up to you,you're none of my concern anymore.time has come for me to aid my own heartache,i'm done trying to be everyone's councilor's always an output,never an input.i'd rather talk to a fortune cookie than listen to any of your crappy talks.

i'm fed up.good bye everyone,nice knowing all of you.i'll be back to my old self when my mood regenerates.IF it regenerates that is,which will take a while i think.meanwhile,have a nice week everyone.

oh and cikgu J,thanks for believing in my talent and my passion.i owe you a lot.i'll try to compensate somehow :) love you loads cikgu.

It's All About You

"Kate: [leans her head on the couch, thinking Nick is going to kiss her]
Nick: Your leaning on my scarf.
Kate: [embarassed] Oh my, yah. " - No Reservations (2007)

Believe it or not,that's another one of the memorable quotes that i can relate to.i might be wrong about most of my assumptions,but then again i might be right too.God knows,but what's important now is to compensate these pass few days when i started ignoring you just because of this little rumor that's been circulating about us.and today,i did.and to top it all of,on Carlos' page! LOL. i'm terribly sorry for all the notifications man,i miss him so much,that's why.

and yes,the both of us are indeed highly pretentious.we seldom show our chemistry in public but i know it's there somewhere.

i just wanna say that i miss you,a lot. :) i almost gave you up,but then there's this song called 'All About you' by McFly,extremely life-changing.

and you know what,i'm planning to dedicate a song to you on English Day.i hope you'll be there to see us perform.

i love you.good night...