Z-O-M-B-I-E-S vs M-A-L-A-S



zombies..now doesn't that remind u of...err nevermind.i'm attempting to get over the MJN1 infection,lolx.i'll just write a summary of what happened recently since i'm M-A-L-A-S ..yes,that's the one word that says it all.sloth seems to be a trait of mine nowadays.

why zombie?because the black circle around my eyes are now more obvious,my face is paler and i get angry more easily than usual,haha.overworked i guess.i'm being remarked as such,not that i mind ;p

i'll start with the bad news so that we'll end up with positivity.

my aunt had another stroke attack and is now permanently in a coma.may God have mercy upon her,amin.on the brightside,my mom's other siblings are now more aware of eachother's conditions and are now having a stronger bond than usual.

another bad news,i'm under kawalan pelajar again this month,will be guarding 5.4.luckily my first day on the job turned out better than expected.i really hope this cooperation of theirs will last till the final day of my job as the prefect in charge of them.

move on move on..
this was the wedding i attended.they served chinese food and the reception ceremony was a bit different.



scrumptuous appetiser aite? dun ask me wht they were,have no idea.what i know is they're effing expensive,haha.
next course took quite awhile,it's shark fin soup.this makes the second time of me trying out this dish.first time was when i'm in kulai.
for those who are wondering how sharkfin soup looks like :



next course is sweet n sour fish,buttered prawn and broccolis served with black chinese mushrooms.



and for dessert,honey dew ice cream..mmm~ :d



here comes the bride and groom.kak norma (old family friend of ours and her husband)



so on monday,there was this contest announced by pop shuvit offering a once-in-a-lifetime all-expense paid trip to japan with them by uploading ur best rockstar moment or with pop shuvit.top 15 entries will be chosen..and guess what?



all my hardwork and sleepless night had finally paid of! i'm one of the lucky 15! immediately phoned kak yaya to inform her since her photo was chosen as well.click on the photo to enlarge.

well,that's bout it.gotta prepare for BM oral now.will be singing and explaining my favourite humanitarian number from One Buck Short entitled Kelibat Korupsi.i'm a last minute kind of person,lol. ta!

-Yana
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I'll Believe It When I See It : New Chapter


is this for drummerboy?

well,moving on isn't so hard.all you have to do is return waaay back to where you had started,or at least,find the best of distractions to divert your attention.but of course,along the way you'll meet up with the crumbs of your past..
apparently when I said my heart was empty,i meant otherwise.how do others managed to find out?



i was always caught daydreaming..




it's ALL because of him.. :"D if i hadn't seen him the first place i wouldn't have been caught up in this situation.if it was just a coincidence and not destiny,why am I so hooked up on him?



when he's around,i wonder how stupid i sound,with all that stuttering and pathetic attempts to be funny.i always look at him after making jokes,just to see whether he laughs.a little obsessive,i know,lol.



although i always sound or look as if i'm trying to screw him up,but deep down,i'm hiding something very VERY intriguing in a sense where if the secret was ever dug out,it will be the end of me..



i keep it to myself for quite some time now,all the emotions and reasonings.also,the words and hidden revelations.i tried to make it as abstract as possible..



but alas,being the failure i am,they managed to discover it without me having to inform them.this had been going on since two years ago,deep admiration,long-kept and as secretive as men can be.everything happens for a reason,now i understand what they're trying to say.if he hadn't invited me into his band,none of this will ever happen yet again.falling back in? perhaps perhaps..

Do you remember
When we fell in love
We were young
And innocent then
Do you remember
How it all began
It just seemed like heaven
So why did it end?

Do you remember
Back in the fall
Wed be together
All day long
Do you remember
Us holding hands
In each others eyes
Wed stare
(tell me)

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time



Do you remember
How we used to talk
(ya know)
Wed stay on the phone
At night till dawn
Do you remember
All the things we said like
I love you so
Ill never let you go

Do you remember
Back in the spring
Every morning birds would sing
Do you remember
Those special times
Theyll just go on and on
In the back of my mind

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met girl
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

Those sweet memories
Will always be dear to me
And girl no matter what was said
I will never forget what we had
Now baby

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time

Remember the times
Ooh
Remember the times
Do you remember girl
Remember the times
On the phone you and me
Remember the times
Till dawn, two or three
What about us girl

Remember the times
Do you. do you, do you,
Do you, do you
Remember the times
In the park, on the beach
Remember the times
You and me in spain
Remember the times
What about, what about...

Remember the times
Ooh... in the park
Remember the times
After dark..., do you, do you, do you
Remember the times
Do you, do you, do you, do you
Remember the times
Yeah yeah
Remember the times

i know what you're thinking.what kind of lover am I?already taken but still having a crush on someone else.if you open up your minds a little wider,i'm pretty sure you'll get it.admiring doesn't always mean having the desire to own.yes i do have a crush on drummerboy since i first met him,but my heart belongs to saiang <3

-Yana
heart beats faster than his drums.