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Brighside Kah?



Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

i dun really know whether i have been waking up from the wrong side of the bed again,but today,still optimistic as always,i felt a slight absurdity in my emotions.the big war between my mind and my heart had finally come to an end,thank God.the big Q is how?both of them seem to agree on one thing in common,i seem to have fallen out of a pothole and into another,a much more enormous one.thank God for the strength to get over him,but the way i got over him might confuse you in so many ways.ever heard of the phrase 'the more you know him,the deeper you will fall for him?'.the term seems to be taking an anticlockwise turn for me.the more i know him,the less i am in love with him.i have seen his true colours,and they are similar to mine.you might be wondering,shouldn't that be a good thing?actually NO.in magnetism,opposites attract ,so it is in love.as the days grew by,the more i know and care for him,and the more he knows and cares for me,the less affection i have for him.on the contrary,i seem to have a weird kind of affection for another person who doesnt seem to notice my existence.selfish as it sounds,it's just my feelings people.i'm only human and i have no power to control it.ijust hope it all ends well for me and him,eventhough it means going separate ways.

gonna see to my studies now,exam's this wednesday.chow!

-Yana
idle mode..

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Mothers' Day - your love for your mother is never unrequited,i promise you



the picture above was taken at Masjid Nabawi and it's one of the best moments in my life that i have ever had.Me and Ma,side by side,gazing at the place of our dreams during our umrah 2 years ago.seems like only yesterday..only now i realize how fast time flies and how much i should always enjoy the times i have with my mom.on mother's day,i didn't have much to give to her.usually i'll customize a card etc,since i'm the kind of person who loves custom made gifts either to be given or to be received.this year,i'm giving her a day off by not allowing her to do any chores or cook.i ordered mcD! yummy..lol.and so now,i wanna wish her a very blessed Mother's Day.thanks for everything ma.words can never repay/describe all the love and stuff you've done for me ever since i appeared in your life.hope to see you cry tears of joy with my success in the future.may Allah bless you always,amin.

love you ma,more than anyone or anything else.

Yana.
the black sheep of the Azlee family.